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Called You First (Reimagined)
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Called You First (Reimagined) was released on October 2, 2026 by Earned Scars Records as a part of the album Earned Scars - EP
October 2, 2026
LabelEarned Scars Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM71
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

You were the one I called when things got heavy
The only one who knew the weight by name
I showed you rooms I kept from everyone
Because you felt like someone who would stay
I pulled you in because I needed something real
Not a mirror, not a contract — just a hand
You were the one thing in my life I stood behind
The one I thought would understand
I don't ask for much from people
I never did
But I asked you to hold this
And you held it like a weapon
You were the one I called first
The one who knew where all the damage lived
You were the one I called first
And you took what I gave you
And you carried it to them
I built you into something
You never were
You sat with me in the worst of it
You watched me try to hold together what I couldn't fix
You heard things I've never said to anyone
And then you walked into a room
And said them all for someone else
That's not worry
That's not care
That's someone who remembered what a locked door sounds like
And chose to knock from the other side
I don't give this to people
I never did
You were supposed to be different
But different was the lie
You were the one I called first
The one who knew where all the damage lived
You were the one I called first
And you took what I gave you
And you carried it to them
I built you into something
You never were
You Were The One I Trusted
You Sat Beside Me In The Dark
You Took What I Gave You
And You Tore It All Apart
This Is What Care Looks Like
This Is What People Do
Every Honest Heart I'Ve Found
Has Ended Up Like You
Maybe there's no such thing
As someone who holds and stays
Maybe care is currency
And honesty is bait
And everyone I've trusted
Has just been running late
I'm not angry at you anymore
I'm angry at myself
For believing there were people
Who meant what they said
You were the one I called first
The one who knew where all the damage lived
And now I'm standing here
With one less thing to believe in
One less reason
To call anyone again
Where did all the honest hearts go
I've been searching
But I Have Lost Hope
Written by: Tatu Pakarinena
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