Goodbye

She is yelling on the phone She is yelling on the phone again And she is banging on the door She is losing all control again What's she doing in the tub? She's shooting up the junk again And all the water in the stream Couldn't ever wash it clean, in my head And I'm leaving Demon with the needles leaning over your shoulder It's over I pictured this differently I cast us in perfect light I'd trade an eternity For what's been taken away Feels like The future for you and me (All night) fades in the failing light (This time) you drowned us in misery (That's why) now you forced me to say Goodbye, my love, so long, you've thrown us away It's been going on for months Said she'd only done it once with friends I couldn't keep her clean at all Every dealer that she called was a friend Believe it The demon with the needles leaning over your shoulder It's over I pictured this differently I cast us in perfect light I'd trade an eternity For what's been taken away Feels like The future for you and me (All night) fades in the failing light (This time) you drowned us in misery (That's why) now you forced me to say Goodbye, my love, so long, you've thrown us away Goodbye, my love, so long, you've thrown us away I remember how it was back when we were both in love again Made-up memories They were few and far between, no, it wasn't meant to be from then Been stuck inside a dream, woke up, and I could breathe the air Been down this road before, I'll make it on my own, I swear Feels like I pictured this differently (Our lives) I cast us in perfect light (This time) I'd trade an eternity (That's why) you fucking forced me to say Goodbye (I'm saving her) my love (I wave to her) So long, you've thrown us away Goodbye (I'm saving her) My love (I wave to her), so long, you've thrown us away