Happy Ever After

Show me the patter n this time Instead of drinking out of your mind Waking to the same old same old Fire and the brimstone mill Grinding you finer still Is this what you run from Hard and getting harder Watch your head speed Coz you burn the ones you need Mache paper martyr Got the whole world But you fall apart on me Oh Show me when this happy ever after is going to be Tell me I get home and that you're waiting up for me Coz I can feel a silence everlasting Gotta call on me Call on me Heil false idols I can't stop these spirals Oh no Say what you mean Gimme closure to breathe Let it go High and getting higher God hurts me If only you'd believe If only you'd believe You're someone to me Ohhhhhh Show me when this happy ever after's going to be Tell me I get home and I that you're waiting up for me Coz I can feel a silence everlastings Gonna call on me Call on me Uh oh that feeling's coming back Post pandemic panic attacks Thought I was something special Polishing self-service medals Think again and think beyond Endlessly tryin' to belong The secret's out come sing along To the same sad songs To the same sad songs To the same sad songs High and getting higher Gonna hurt me If only you'd believe I need you to believe You're someone to me Show me when this happy ever after's going to be Tell me I get home and I that you're waiting up for me Coz I can feel a silence everlastings Gonna call on me Show me when this happy ever after's going to be Tell me I get home and I that you're waiting up for me Coz I can feel a silence everlastings Gonna call on me