Dead Inside - tRiCkY j: Şarkı Sözleri, Müzik Videoları ve Konserler

Dead Inside

Hip-Hop/Rap

Dead Inside adlı parça albümünün bir parçası olarak 3963959 Records DK tarafından 20 Kasım 2024 tarihinde yayınlandıScribbling Lines

Şarkı Bilgileri

AlbümScribbling Lines

Çıkış Tarihi20 Kasım 2024

Firma3963959 Records DK

Melodiklik

Akustiklik

Valence

Dans Edilebilirlik

Enerji

BPM97

GENEL BAKIŞ

ŞARKI SÖZLERI

Müzik Videosu

Müzik Videosu

Krediler

PERFORMING ARTISTS

tRiCkY j

Rap

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Jake Jay Vette

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

TJBeats

Producer

Şarkı sözleri

Just because I'm breathing

That doesn't mean I'm alive

The truth is, I think I'm dead inside

Just Listen, let me tell you about it

It's tricky j

I can't find the words to write this song

I can't find the strength to carry on or be strong

Only by this thread I'm just barely hanging on

Supposed to go to Mount Buller but now we're not

I know I can't be mad, and truth is that I'm not

But I do feel sad, even though my tears don't drop

I'm bothered by the fact, I can't feel things I'm lost

Like I've put on this act, of existing like a rock

I feel empty, I feel numb, I just wanna feel great

I feel heavy, I feel glum, I just needa take a break

I just wanna feel something, other than this weight

But now, I feel nothing, it makes me wanna rage

I put a knife on my arm, then watch myself bleed

Turning to self-harm, coz I wanna feel something

Feel the love from my mum, that's what I really need

But I turn to this art, with my piano and make a beat

Then for the first time in a while, I cried to this tune

Think I acted in denial, telling myself not to feel blue

Now, I sit here and smile, coz I'm out here with you

When you bring your child, I know I gotta push on through

But I've lost my hopeful glow, I'm existing like a stone

You go home to your home as I stay here on my own

Starting to see I can't cope, nobody can carry my low

Scroll my phone, reminded of the feeling of being alone

I press my hands on my neck, yeah, choking on the air

I need the antidote to show me, someone who cares

My girl broke up with me, she just sent me a text

I'm hanging by a thread, looking down at my death

I'm waiting for nothing, I swear I'm living in a loop

The same cycle every day, like that movie dejavu

I'm slowly losing hope that things will never improve

I can't do this anymore; I can't break fucking through

I, I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel something, but I feel so dead inside

I, I just wanna feel alright

But I lay here feeling nothing, like I'm already dead inside

Yeah, now, I've gone mute, like I've lost my voice

I can't whistle a tune, I make no noise

Wish I was there with you, instead I'm out with the boys

Tryna pull myself through, but thinking what is the point?

I don't feel joy, but still, I let you hear my laugh

I'm played like a toy, I wanna feel properly loved

But our love was destroyed, I guess I wasn't enough

And I should be annoyed, but I just feel numb

I wore a disguise coz I didn't wanna get myself hurt

But I didn't realize that's how I made everything worse

Gee when am I gonna learn, I've gotta put myself first

Now, I am submerged could things get any worse?

Look, this darkness surrounds me, wherever I go

Now, I turn to the weed, and get myself stoned

I just wanna feel something, don't wanna be alone

Maybe I should leave, coz I just dunno how to cope

And I can't deny, I know I made lots of mistakes

But I would be lying too if I told you I didn't change

We both know that I did, somehow, I found my way

But now, I'm sick, and I hope it takes me to my grave

I need this to over, I can't keep waiting for the high

Waiting on adventures, waiting every day, until I die

I thought I hide my pain well, but it numbs me inside

So, I'm violent to myself, and sometimes I wanna die

Screaming out for help, why can't anyone hear me?

If you listen, I shall tell, but you don't listen when I speak

My bedroom like a cell, I isolate myself why can't you see?

Maybe I'm just overwhelmed, can't see things clearly

Waiting for nothing, I swear I ain't living but existing

I'll be cutting onions, and still my tears are resisting

I wanna feel something, like the adrenaline I get from shoplifting

Still, I lay here and feel nothing, not one single damn feeling

I, I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel something, but I feel so dead inside

I, I just wanna feel alright

But I lay here feeling nothing, like I'm already dead inside

Written by: Jake Jay Vette

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