Amnesia

Oh how I wish I could remember who I am Now I'm in a hospital bed, almost left for dead Bandages on my head, handcuffed on my bed I have some flashbacks when the room turns black Some visions o wine running like a flood If only I could remember who I am I woke up sweaty and in fear With a man standing next to me As a woke up for a bad dream but I woke up for a nightmare indeed He didn't speak a word, I saw his eyes grew cold He took out a picture from his coat As I felt a lump in my throat If only I could remember who I am I laid my eyes upon the picture That a hideous scene had captured Like a cold steel in my spine, what I saw wasn't wine It was blood and not mine... I recall now what I've done to a child a wite, From my loved ones, I took their lives And now Oh! God, I remember who I am And now Oh! God, I remember who I am And how I wish to die