What You Wanted

You said I know that I want it and I live like I love it But when I'm sad the changes When I want some peace or truth I'm constantly assailed, assailed And I've wanted, wanted WAITED, WAITED Wanted love deferred But I won't stay No, you never say that's what you wanted WHEN YOU WANT IT And I never talked you when I was sad about it I don't wanna wait until the dawn And tell myself I'll learn by morning But I NEVER LISTEN to myself and I never said one word about it But changes come and changes how I look upon myself Yeah, you could live happily and gone to somewhere else Someone else, but who will stand for me if you weren't sad and there? I said it will never be, won't never be that brave But talking I was different, this morning light It's more like waiting for the time to steal away Now I see your face in everything, I make a song, make a song Sing it always ‘cause You never said just what you wanted when you wanted I never told you when I was sad about it I don't wanna wait until the dawn and tell myself I'll learn by morning But I NEVER LISTEN to myself and I never said one word about it So I know that I want it, know the soon as I got it But the change, I hate it The time I see some proof, oh God, I want that one to beg I want that chase, want that bad And I know it's lame, this basic job, I'm so obsessed Yeah, I know it's so absurd But when I love it, I love it All I want is that loving, girl You know I won't stay BUT I WON'T STAY No, but I won't stay No, you can never say just what you want when I want you You never said just what you wanted when you wanted And I never talked to you when I was sad about it I don't wanna wait until the dawn and tell myself I'll learn by morning And I NEVER LISTEN to myself but never say one word about it