Am I Alive

When it shakes your bones is it alright When the closet door is the only source of light? And the whole ride home you were mine 'Til the front door closes leavin' me To fight back all these things that I've been feelin' Like a lost cause When I know you're trying hard to make me right And I'm holding out my hand to you But you slip right through my fingers And I need you to reassure me I'm alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive Can you take me home, if it's alright? I can't look away but I don't wanna meet your eyes I wish I'd been a little more careful with the things I chose to give away But if I can't make this up to you I'll find some way to make it through these feelings Like a lost cause When I know you're trying hard to make me right And I'm holding out my hand to you But you slip right thru my fingers And I need you to reassure me I'm alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive I hear them whisper so softly Tellin' me not hold my breathe They're closer The demons And I can't fight 'em off without you I've been feelin' Like a lost cause When I know you're working hard to make me right And I'm holding out my hand to you But you slip right thru my fingers And I need you to reassure me I'm alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive Am I alive