Doctor

20 milliliters in the middle of the night You are the enemy, a friend of me The remnants of my mind I am psychotic to the core But I want more for it defines the very purpose And reason I'm alive Doctor take my brain away from me And wake me from the daze I'm lost inside this sanity of mine I need your help to go insane And I have found insanity to be The sanity I need for today You are lost in sanity, you see And I, I know you're alone So for now, come follow me home Walking on the edge with this prescription in my head Your claims are steady 'til I'm dead, but then I'm gone It seems to be the answer that I need But I have felt this virus spreading all along The doctor take my brain away from me And wake me from the daze I'm lost inside this sanity of me I need your help to go insane And I have found insanity to be The sanity I need for today You are lost in sanity, you see And I, I know you're alone So for now, come follow me home Doctor, can you heal me now? I'm breathing but I'm breaking down And my vitals are screaming out So doctor, can you heal me now? Caught in the rhythm of The sound of the siren's love Waiting to die, she pulls me slowly And give me the push to run Lifting the loaded gun Telling my soul this game is over Waiting for the day these thoughts will go away Knowing forever I'm alive