Defenseless

I just can't face myself alone. I opened the window to let the breeze know, I need to feel at home. It happened it did, her dress it slid, Deciding to kiss the floorboards again. She now stands motionless and naked, I glimpsed the edge but couldn't take it Well I'm so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't, but never meant it, I swear I can mend this. I've got a little bit of courage and a head full of smoke, lets see how far I can take this. I've got to focus now on everything that What Matters Most To gain perspective, stand on edges. Same mistakes I'll never make again. I found the man i thought I was, Learned inside a A cheap hotel, a borrowed buzz Still couldn't bring myself to feel that rush Stomach spilled, I still got my guts You brought me in with confidence Assuming I would cave to hips, and kiss your lips My father told me Honest men, can lie again And nothings broken you can't fix. I fell asleep on the floor again, What did you expect? I had to gain perspective You're not true til tested. I'm tested. Same mistakes I'll never make again.