Sleeping in Carbonite

I'm stuck I can't escape - I will escape So sick of repeating walls - I will break all these walls Everything just stays the same - I will change all my ways I can feel my insanity rising to lose all Control I woke up in a picture so dark, no glimpse no future no spark I can tell that nothing is clear, and I end up in fear Sore I fight myself, so sincere Still my whole world undefined And I break inside, time to leave this fucked up trench behind I'm lost no future at all - No future My blackout built at a crawl Lack of commitment, nothing's for real - for real I can't stay, I can't breathe, I can't go And no one's with me I woke up in a picture so dark, no glimpse no future no spark I can tell that nothing is clear, and I end up in fear Sore I fight myself, so sincere Still my whole world undefined And I break inside, time to leave this fucked up trench behind And I fight myself, so sincere Still my whole world out of line And I break inside, leave this fucked up mess behind There is nowhere to roam, And nowhere, nowhere to hide I fucked up again, I won't swallow this pride NO NO NO I WON'T SWALLOW THIS PRIDE NO I WON'T SWALLOW THIS PRIDE NO All this time dealing with red lights feeling so numb inside Every night I'm tossing and turning, descent into darkness again Descent into darkness again I woke up in a picture so dark, no glimpse no future no spark I can tell that nothing is clear, nothing is clear Sore I fight myself, so sincere Still my whole world undefined And I break inside, time to leave this fucked up trench behind And I fight myself, so sincere Still my whole world out of line And I break inside, leave this fucked up mess behind