forlorn/desolate/alone

Waking up is not a normal procedure as for others I have always stuck to this rules that I cannot escape Left foot before the right and check if anything changed during night The windows are closed, The door is still locked and everything else is in order But as if someone could have done anything No one is with me because I've decide to be alone Forlorn, desolate and always alone I'm left with my feelings and thoughts in my home I'm trapped in my mind, nobody cares, but how should they know My feelings force me in solitude It's like I've never existed No one would survive the circumstances I live in But it's my life and I decided this is the only way for me For years I haven't talked to another human being 'Cause people are not able to understand how the world works And I'm about to realize I don't want to be a part of it But as if someone could have done anything No one is with me because I'm alone ... forever Forlorn, desolate and always alone I'm left with my feelings and thoughts in my home I'm trapped in my mind nobody cares but how should they know My feelings force me in solitude It's like I've never existed Trapped in his head Trapped in feelings Trapped in conflicts Trapped in misanthropy