Anything Near Conviction

Collecting I'm all but disconnected Convincing I'm not too sure I've reached anything near conviction But the headlight's out and the searing glow of my shame and my doubt all around I don't ever wanna hear you say That this is the best that you will ever get from me And I don't ever wanna make you, too Coz I'm loving this who I'm not safe and I'm scared I know it's breaking us both the same There's a deep divide and what's running our lives And what we do to save face, stay sane I stay upturned, the sun and the dust While the black and the grey and the night wore off Took it's place as a broken and breaking day I don't ever wanna hear you say That this is the best that you will ever get from me And I don't ever wanna make you, too This isn't the best that I will ever give to you Spend the night at a strangers place When the lights went dark, see barren lay to waste Staring at your pretty face You're not living, you're dying I'm not living I don't ever wanna hear you say That this is the best that you will ever get from me And I don't ever wanna make you, too I don't ever wanna hear you say That this is the best that you will ever get from me And I don't ever wanna make you, too Connecting I'm all but disconnected Convincing Well I'm not too sure I've reached anything near conviction