Vincent

And half the time, I want to go home And half the time, I want to go home For the past year, I've been living in a town That gets a lot of tourists in the summer months They come and they stay for a couple days But, hey, I'm living here every day I don't need the complications, I'm just in it for the beating It's almost a point of pride, they say that it doesn't happen that often Pure sadism, pure sadism Pure sadism, pure sadism I find it harder to speak When someone else is listening In the back of a medicine cabinet You can find your life story and the future in the side effects I haven't played guitar in months, my strings all broke They got a portrait by Van Gogh on the Wikipedia page For 'clinical depression', well, it helps to describe it Yeah, it helps to describe it, yeah, it helps to describe it Yeah, it helps to describe it, yeah, it helps to describe it I don't have the strength (I don't have the time) I poured myself a drink (I told myself a lie) You know I've worried (you know I've tried) Don't you know I'm not strong? (Don't you know I'm not kind?) Someone's getting lucky (someone's calling the cops) Someone takes me away (someone, make it all stop) I had a bright tomorrow (I spent it all today) Now, I am silent at last, now, I have nothing to say Now, I have nothing to say If I'm being honest with myself I haven't been honest with myself It must be hard to speak in a foreign language Intoxicado, intoxicado Intoxicado, intoxicado Intoxicado, intoxicado I find it easier to sleep (and half the time, I want to go home) When I'm not holding the noise machine (and half the time, I want to go home) And half the time, I'm like this They'll send in Matt Captain Trash (I don't have the time) (I told myself a lie) (You know I've tried) (Don't you know I'm not kind?) (Someone's calling the cops) (Someone, make it all stop) (I spent it all today) (Now, I have nothing to say) I don't have the strength (I don't have the time) I poured myself a drink (I told myself a lie) You know I've worried (you know I've tried) Don't you know I'm not strong? (Don't you know I'm not kind?) Someone's getting lucky (someone's calling the cops) Someone takes me away (someone makes it all stop) I had a bright tomorrow (I spent it all today) Now, I am silent at last, now, I have nothing to say