Lost

I am lost in a world that's scaring me to death Lost in a crowd that cannot hear me screaming in the dark But when my mind winds up and I can't get through it When everything seems to drift away out of control There's no choice to make No chance to escape Long lost to life Dying on my own Behind this veil forever, lost in time Beyond my mind my dreams are caged I know I'll never find Lost in the skies of October like fallen leaves Lost in my thoughts, lost in the dark Waiting for a new dawn Can you hear my calling? The calling of the ones Praying for something new to show up Something from above or from down below To open your eyes, fly away Long lost memories They're just a dream A fantasy, in agony Lost family and lost poetry Gone now, yet I'm full of hate And I am falling away From the dream that I once had My spirit has stopped to dream Nothing to hang on Nothing to wipe my tears Your eyes My fall It's like a nightmare every new day cycle The void, to fill And in the grip of fire, to reborn Lost, lost I am the one to reborn Lost It's like a nightmare every new day cycle Am I to blame for that insane decay?