I Already Know

Wide awake stare at the ceiling I can't breathe In a distant broken memory He waits for me Tell me it's not gonna hurt tonight I don't want to see his face When I close my eyes So you hold it back and you don't tell anyone You're tainted now but this broken shell isn't all you are When you can't let go Burned your mind and through your soul But if you need me now I already know Just a string of flashing moments You wish you could unsee And every scar that taints my body Is reason to believe Just a man who couldn't keep control But his fire burned So much more than he'll ever know So you hold it back and you don't tell anyone You're tainted now but this broken shell isn't all you are When you can't let go Burned your mind and through your soul But if you need me now I already know I'll hold you tonight If you can make it through today They say time will heal your broken soul And it'll all just fade away So you hold it back and you don't tell anyone You're tainted now but this broken shell isn't all you are When you can't let go Burned your mind and through your soul But if you need me now I already know But if you need me now I already know