Karmic Apogee

Why does an accolade become of this? I'm tainting away I'll enter the darkest rooms And dismember any part of my soul Just to get a little feel of control Everybody's gonna love you when you think you're made of gold It's just the way I live life, sugarcoats and parasites Relapsing subside shatter, rebuilding does not matter Rebuilding does not matter Rebuilding doesn't matter when you fail Nice to see the mirror respond Asking me whatever I want I just want to see more clear Now I'm praying for lore Why don't you end this, why don't you end this now You will remember me as the best and the worst of all Give into the control Madness consume What have I done, who am I now What have I done, who am I Encryption's not the only thing that's keeping me alive right now Still breathing not receiving the transmissions from my mind's clouds Every time I open up there's nothing to love You will remember me as the best and the worst of all You will remember the better end, the cursed rend, the worst of - Worst of all Wherein lies continue Going up going up to my head Take of your clothes I want them off Take em off right now How am I supposed to know when your gonna, gonna go blow into the storm And you went a little crazy Can you see what you do when you go get your way It's a place that you might not sit not ever Keep it upon himself, me as the best and the worst of all You will remember the better end, the cursed rend, the worst of all Worst of all