Ghosts

I had plans to die today I trusted this bottle to take it all away and leave me cold I had plans to die today to fall asleep with nothing left to say cause no one cares anyway and as I'm staring at my reflection now it's screaming words at me that I'm not worthy so I took my life, took it in my hands I decided I'm not worth a chance Why am I so dark inside? these thoughts I cannot hide I'll let go of my life lay down my guard tonight I destroy everything I touch It'll be so easy to give up these ghosts wrap me in their lies nothing left to satisfy I had plans to die today but woke up to nurses all around dressed in a gown I had plans to die today but someone else had a different frame on my distorted view of reality and as I laid there in my selfish state say between the walls of my fate I felt a hope creep in instead and Truth re-wrote the words in my head Why am I so dark inside? these thoughts I cannot hide I'll let go of my life lay down my guard tonight I destroy everything I touch It'll be so easy to give up these ghosts wrap me in their lies nothing left to satisfy satisfy wide eyed disbelief takes me back the world only sees a selfish act but I swear I wanted to fight I didn't want to give up tonight I'm running blindly from death but I see a light up ahead I know that You hear me I know You're listening cause Truth has rescued me and I'll see daylight again I want to understand that all You have for me is all I'll ever need cause Truth has rescued me and I'll see daylight again and You came back for me when no one else believed I wanna understand that all You have for me is all I'll ever need cause I'm alive