So it begins and there is no way to turn back
Spent quite some time in denial and tried to force it right on track
Hoping but to no avail as I collected cast down parts
Slowly but surely making a brand new start
41
Head first into the great unknown
At 41 blackbird has flown
I'm leaving it all behind
So determined to feel alive at 41
In all honesty it felt like losing solid ground
A branch off the family tree, everything I knew shut down
Waking up at 4 a.m.
To jump at the chance, I'm going to live again
