Weathered

A vision of a memory Will never be enough to set me free Of emotions I suspend in time And still I try I try to wipe your taste out my mouth, I can't get it out With soulless lips I don't care about But no matter what I do, I can't shake you away Wish you were there, I don't think you care You said it once, "Life just isn't fair" But it seems alright for you, I wish I could say the same I'm breaking, I'm breaking, I'll suffer in the end It's nothing, it's nothing, I tell myself again It doesn't quite add up in my mind That I was the only one who tried To find the will to compromise I guess I should have realized That I wasn't worth it in the end If you really cared you wouldn't have left You broke before you bent I think of all the times that we had before they went bad And now you're gone I don't understand How suddenly it changed, it reminds me everyday That sacrifice is a one-way street I did my part thinking you would meet me halfway Now there's nothing left to say I'm breaking, I'm breaking I'll suffer in the end It's nothing, it's nothing, I tell myself again How hopeless could I have been to think that you would stay? My pleading, my grieving have left my soul to decay I'm left to wonder how How you could leave me here to die I'm safely stranded now To find a truth in all the lies With love left to give, I let hatred win Hoping someday I will be at peace again I'll take it as a lesson learned That the hottest spark will leave the deepest burn They say it helps to dole your trust But I know it's not enough I'm breaking, I'm breaking I'll suffer in the end It's nothing, it's nothing, I tell myself again How hopeless could I have been to think that you would stay? My pleading, my grieving have left my soul to decay I'm breaking, I'm breaking It's nothing, it's nothing How hopeless could I have been to think that you would stay? My pleading, my grieving have left all my love to wash away