High Cholesterol

Can you give me a cogent reason why I Gravitate to things that no one likes? And do I really want to be this way? No But I itch and I can't scratch My back is aching for the lash I'm a glutton for the punishment But starving for what I can never get For the first time in my life I just want To do whats right with a childlike wonder That wont put me under you For the first time in my life I just want To do what feels right with a childlike wonder That wont put me under you That wont put me under you And sometimes I don't want to be Sometimes i dont want to be Anything, anyone like me Anything, anyone like me And though the world must share my hate Though the share must share my hate Why is it so hard to relate? Well lately now I find I want to be Innocent, experienced at the same time And time is precious agony It's never ending yet fleeting from me For the first time in my life I just want To do whats right with a childlike wonder That wont put me under you For the first time in my life I just want To do what feels right with a childlike wonder That wont put me under you You don't know whats in my heart but I can show you You don't know whats in my heart You don't know whats in my heart but I can show you You don't know whats in my heart Why is it so hard to relate? For the first time in my life I just want To do whats right with a childlike wonder That wont put me under For the first time in my life I just want To do whats right with a childlike wonder That wont put me under you For the first time in my life I just want To do what feels right with a childlike wonder You dont know whats in my You dont know whats in my heart