Summer (Far from Gone Away)

And it's been too long Since I've entertained the thought And it will surpass No I can't explain it, can't refrain it Coming off of the blow and binging hard What did I really do? And would you know if I was stoned and jacking off? Maybe I really do And I'm far from gone away Running to and through beyond Don't wait up Im a whole night away I know this, I know The pills were holding me back But the nerves never seemed to settle And I'm telling you that I mite be up to something blue I'm so not for this And I'd give you my word But my word wouldn't hold you from the truth. So go on step back now If this is what you want So hold on now, hold on I cop the green Don't mean a thing I go to work and live the dream. So hold on now, hold on I never wanted to get off to The narcotics and dollar bills again A habit wandered off and in to long And I'm far from gone away Running to and through beyond Don't wait up Im a whole night away I know this, I know (Don't wait up, don't up You know I'm coming around Don't give up, don't give up You know I'm coming down I know this, I know) How many times, be honest please You'd catch me running again and drugged up again I'd go cold Into a landslide Just settle down now It's all I know And I'm far from gone away Running to and through beyond Don't wait up Im a whole night away I know this, I know (Don't wait up, don't up You know I'm coming around Don't give up, don't give up You know I'm coming down I know this, I know) How many times, how many times knocking it down? It's all I know How many times, how many times knocking it down Its all I know