Evade

So sick of talking to myself Can't you hear me? It's like the words I'm saying have no meaning These thoughts are poison, they're killing my head You ignore my whispers so I'll shout instead I feel dead You're killing me with all the words you never said I feel dead I don't know why I gave a fuck in the first place (Fuck) These thoughts are poison They're killing my head You ignore my whispers So I'll shout instead This was your chance, and you just threw it away Now there's nothing left but a hole In my chest where my heart used to rest This doubt will suck me dry, this doubt will end me Oh god, oh god, oh god please help me It's unbearable (Don't say I was right to think you're ashamed) I can't take it anymore (You built up walls high around me) Time's crawling Days turn to weeks turn to months turn to And I'm wasting away My will starts to decay You only think of yourself, at least that's how it feels Keep on saying that it's fine but I don't think it's real I hold on waiting for this all to pass But it's been four months now and I don't think I can last Check, check, can you hear me now? You've said your lines, it's time to take a bow I've lost a lot of my time trying to wait for you It's time you come to terms with what you have to do Hang me out again Lead me, I'm yours again (Days turn to weeks turn to) Time's crawling Days turn to weeks turn to months turn to And I'm wasting away I'm finding out today Time's crawling Time's crawling Time's crawling away