Haunted

I live with the scars of the past This constant memory Of all I used to be and I, alone decided my own path A long lonesome road Over self hatred and wrath I refused to degrade myself With guilt for what I know I could never ever help with I applied all that I felt then To words you hear today And never again, will I Lie again, to those I hold dear This pain, this sorrow Repressed who I am I swear, that I will be better now I swear, I swear I, believe I could have solved this How he'd still be here If I was flawless I destroyed who I used to be Through self-inflicted wounds Oh, the irony Then I decided to take all my pain And use it to help So never again, will I lie Never again will I lie Never again will I Lie to everyone Lie again, to those I hold dear This pain, this sorrow Repressed who I am I swear, that I will be better now I swear, I swear I forgave myself For what I could not fix For what was not my fault I suggest you do the same I swear I swear I will be the best I can be I swear I swear to myself Nothing, nobody will stop me Never again will I Lie again, to those I hold dear This pain, this sorrow Repressed who I am I swear, that I will be better now I swear, I swear I swear