Numb Me

Don't wanna face what I know It's all too real All the edges big and bold Don't wanna feel As the sky is getting dark Nights closing in Memories flooding over me And thoughts of him - Him, him, him Him, him, him I can't take it when he's gone It's too much for me I turn to things so wrong Wish they'd hold me This bottle, this company I wish that they'd numb me I wish that they'd numb me Called him up to hear his voice To fill the room He said " this is not our choice, it's almost through" But I got hours left to burn Not with you baby So I gotta make em blur Can't focus on it No, no, no No, no, no Can't take it when he's gone It's too much for me I turn to things so wrong Wish they'd hold me This bottle, this company I wish that they'd numb me I wish that they'd numb me I've been lying awake for hours Trying to catch you in my sleep But this feelings got me drowning Oh, lord Oh lord, Oh lord Can't take it when he's gone It's too much for me I turn to things so wrong Wish they'd hold me This bottle, this company I wish that they'd numb me I wish that they'd numb me I wish that they'd numb me I wish that they'd numb me I wish that they'd numb me