Me and Jesse stayed up 'til two
We talked about dreams, about things, about you
It felt like anything could be real or fake
Like our love is my world, but so is my heartache
And I knew
If I thought really hard about flying
I could probably do it
I'm just too tired for trying
I created a scorpion
And then had to kill it
Just like I loved you
And then had to will it
To end
'Cause I bent the rules and I'm scary
My dream
Is a seam on the world that I'm wearing
Allowed to break our deepest holds
They keep you in the shade
Too late to explain
How many things are whole and good
The mirror
Glittered all blue and silver
But I was never
In it to begin with
I'd like to be a shadow in a shadow
More deeply invisible
Than invisible
Oh to be
Part of the scenery
Oh to be
Filled with apathy
For you to be
A little bit scared of me
