Best I'll Never Have

I, I was lost in myself Pushed you aside And I put you through hell While you stood in the light I'm a fool who just fell A little far behind With so much to tell You go ahead You go ahead You go ahead and break it I can feel it my heart beating So go ahead You go ahead Try your best to save me I can feel it my heart breaking Cause you're the best I'll never have I wish that you would a stayed Right by my side Oh I'm here in the shade And it's making me blind Wish you would a stayed You go ahead You go ahead You go ahead and break it I can feel it my heart beating So go ahead You go ahead Try your best to save me I can feel it my heart breaking Cause you're the best I'll never have Messed up so bad You're the best I'll never have Want you to know Messed up so bad You're the best I'll never have Don't let me go Go ahead, go ahead Go ahead and break me Go ahead, go ahead Try your best to save me Oh You're the best You're the best You're the best I'll never have Messed up so bad You're the best I'll never have Want you to know Messed up so bad You're the best I'll never have Don't let me go