Trauma Bond

How can I trust myself? Don't think that all that I'll claim Is something you can fall back on When we're both face to face Another lie to you, another ten thousand ways I'll find a way to crawl back to you, my self destructive taste You think we've seen it all from screaming, to beatings But I've been here, writing up the lies you'd die to know How can this be the end No meaning, no reasoning What of the lies you spoke? It's all you've come to know Pretend that everything That you've heard about me's not real So one look from those eyes You'll see that no one can stop this So run while you can from here Feel the dead weight, pull you under screaming If you're drowning, save your last breath How many times must I put this to rest I've never pictured this our death So just close your eyes Pretend that everything That you've heard about me's not real So one look from those eyes You'll see that no one can stop this So run while you can from here If we can't make it through this night Then give me one last chance to feel Like I could give anything to do this right I don't think I'll ever heal You're the last to love And the one that's left to know So leave me one, last, hope Instead of trembling in this madness This is the end of the road You hear me screaming out begging This is all I've come to know I've failed us both When this is all we know, scream my name Begging painstaking desire At the end of it all At the end of it all At the end of it all At the end of it all At the end of it all Nothing left to see fall At the end of it all Nothing left to see fall Pretend that everything That you've heard about me's not real So one look from those eyes You'll see that no one can stop this So run while you can from her If we can't make it through this night Then give me one last chance to feel Like I could give anything to do this right I don't think I'll ever heal Please save me please Please save me Please save me Please save me please When this is all we know, scream my name Begging, painstaking desire