From Worry to Shame

From worry to shame Always the cause for blame When words never flow Just how you want them to It's been such a long year Slaving this way To the place where vices love to stay Cowering at the thought of years Don't leave your room They'll have you figured out real soon A crippling jurisdiction Tired of waiting here Hiding beneath my fears It's such a waste my dear I could not compare The sun burns Wait by the corridor And maybe she'll walk inside You weren't there Why take a photograph When pictures will fade in time? Discarded by the lake Until only the bones remained Here lies my wife's tree My one last memory It's just the way I am Some kind of fallacy Remember who I am Remembering who I am It's just the weight of the world Tying my hands in shameful knots Always the cause for blame Always the cause for blame Always the cause for blame Cowering at the thought of years