I'm Too Busy In Despair.

Everyday I wake up same old shit

Same life same thoughts same all black fit

Mom disappointed with the same damn kid

Still broke still sad still real feelings hid

I ain't got a job Ima be a fucking bum

Still broke still sad still living with my mom

In the same damn house in the same damn room

With the same damn mind and the same damn veiw

Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in

And I cannot erase it

Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic

I just wish that I could make myself face it

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not

There ain't no pill to fix what I have got

But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot

So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

Broke is expensive and I can't afford

Unknxwn. ain't the person that you should adore

Everynight when I write I just fall to the floor

Then the carpet just soaks up my tears even more

I'm a sad piece of shit

I ain't gone never gone get me a bitch

I ain't gone never gone feel any bliss

If I took my life I dont think I'd be missed

We all been raised to think money is real

To the point where people would even kill

Ain't gonna lie to be honest I will

Hate seein' mail and all of it is bills

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not

There ain't no pill to fix what I have got

But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot

So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot