Chemical Trails

I've been to hell and back But the only thing that's true to me is I am lost inside a wasteland I am lost inside my head again Can't see the end I bite my tongue to hide the shame It's the only thing that makes it seem like everything's okay I'm blinded by the chemical trails A smile everyone knew was forgotten No, it can't be I won't waste away Familiar faces and sounds won't end me This ship is going down, break me Lost sea, drowning in my mind I cannot define the state of my mind This situation's gotta go Static growing I'm wasted Black noise Abnormality A dissonant lie How can I fight this on my own? I'm calling a savior Familiar path on my end Not sorry to say this This lie has gone on so far I'm blinded by the chemical trails A smile everyone knew was forgotten No, it cant be I won't waste away Familiar faces and sounds won't end me I'm not alright, I can't say it enough A thousand miles left Running It's happening again Late nights up, and I'm out of it I'll be alright, oh it'll be just fine (I'm screaming for the blinded) I'll be alright, oh it'll be just fine (I promise) I'll be alright, oh it'll be just fine (I'm not alright, I can't say it enough) I'm screaming for the blinded (A thousand miles left, running) I'll be alright, oh it'll be just fine (It's happening again) I promise (It's happening again)