Sertraline

Circling the drain I think I've found my way out From this game Think it's sad to see This tragic scene before me And I don't want to understand Drifting through such substance riddled seas A misanthrope in misery I'm simply starving for affection My sentiments insipidly Given out so superfluously Held in contempt and enmity Gestating dread from isolation And overwhelming dependency It's a wonderful feeling I never want to let go A wonderful feeling I never want to let go Fortune lies in hollowed searching eyes Deception built on tiny capsuled lies Now it's what we do Cry a river, flood your lungs, don't breathe To make your mind escape the truth and sleep Now back to sleep now Misguided missiles meant for me Sought to destroy all clarity Impair my judgment, feed my need For wax poetic, woe is me Fuel this pathetic masquerade Ravish my ego, make me stay Self-diagnosis seems to be What's been debilitating me It's a wonderful feeling I never want to let go A wonderful feeling I never want to let go Hope, forgive, survive I swear I have been searching All my life I began to wake The world will shake But in my heart I'd rather watch it burn Tell me who you want me to be (Dysphoria has done me in) Don't understand why I can't just live now (Sever these ties) Tell me who you want me to be (My sub-par life) Don't understand why I can't just live now