Feelosophizin'

I see obliteration waiting for me An implication I could never believe What it meant when I'm dead Fear the end, futile dread Acceptance never came to me so easy Hung up by a fear that lived inside me Seconds pass, baited breathe Time can't stop in this place Oh no Should you wait for me holding out thinking that I'll ever change? Do you want to save me? Turn the page My mind is stuck On words I can't remember My strength is drained I can't keep up But I will not surrender All along The past has shown That fear is not the answer I keep myself Steady now My covers blown Do you really want to know All that lies beneath the surface of me It's the charade Everything I'm hiding falls into the deep Oh no Should you wait for me holding out thinking that I'll ever change? Do you want to save me? Turn the page My mind is stuck On words I can't remember My strength is drained I can't keep up But I will not surrender All along The past has shown That fear is not the answer I keep myself Steady now My covers blown Turn the page My mind is stuck On words I can't remember My strength is drained I can't keep up But I will not surrender All along The past has shown That fear is not the answer I keep myself Steady now My covers blown And I told you If you pushed too hard And I told you That I'd come undone (I've come undone!) I'll take my time Until I find what is eating me up inside (I've come undone!) Clear my mind Try to make up the time That I wasted on things That I thought would make me feel alive (I've come undone!) Can't find a rhyme or reason (I've come undone!) Self exploration season