Giving Up

I'm giving up on what we had It's not that you're poisonous You're not that bad Love rises like trees Sinks us like wayward ships We rode a carousel We didn't know how to quit Yes, I loved you but now I'm three years older And nineteen will always play fool to twenty-two Why do you look back when the girl at hand says, hold her It's getting colder You're turning blue I'm giving up on what we were Love isn't the antidote It isn't the cure I say give it time My guess is a year You broke in the driver's seat Shaking with tears And said there's no one else you would rather saw you crying And my heart full fell when I realized it was me I don't mean to say that the whole time I've been lying I'm only implying I wish I was free