Trying Harder

Sometimes you are so nervous And you speak so fucking loud Of course, you're very gorgeous Still, I have so many doubts I always give you what you want And everything seemed good But then it happened once again You told me what you could You said you're tired of this And can't take it anymore You don't see me for days Your life with me is like a war And I can't disagree You throw your words like grenades You know it better than me But you continue debates YEAH Please explain why you're shouting at me If you love me then why should I hear? Now just please go away I don't wanna see you Don't even call me today Bring my things back to me You're killing me slowly (You're killing me slowly) With your words and your thoughts (WHOAH) Of course, I'm not holy (Of course, I'm not holy) But you're freaking me out And I shout We didn't talk all day and night But I can't understand You're blaming me, but I was right So, what can I amend? I found the power in myself I've written first to you I was surprised by this damn life You told me what is truth My life goes to hell without you Hate my work and my boss Sometimes relatives too Sorry me for these words You're killing me slowly (You're killing me slowly) With your words and your thoughts (WHOAH) Of course, I'm not holy (Of course, I'm not holy) But you're freaking me out (You're freaking me out) And I'm trying harder (And I'm trying harder) To change the way that you think (WHOAH) Sometimes I would rather (Sometimes I would rather) Prefer one more drink One more drink WHOOOOAH You are my heart, you are my soul But the distance still grows The distance still grows I will not ever let you go Can't let go Can't let go Can't let go You're killing me slowly (You're killing me slowly) With your words and your thoughts (Words and your thoughts) Of course, I'm not holy (Of course, I'm not holy) But you're freaking me out You're freaking me out You're killing me slowly (You're killing me slowly) With your words and your thoughts (WHOAH) Of course, I'm not holy (Of course, I'm not holy) But you're freaking me out (You're freaking me out) And I'm trying harder (And I'm trying harder) To change the way that you think (WHOAH) Sometimes I would rather (Sometimes I would rather) Prefer one more drink One more drink