Meaningless

How do I keep my head in this When all the light goes dark in the end Am I comfortable or complacent I can't wrap my head around it Will I ever stand and face it Or am I just scared to death Malice or melancholy Anger or apathy My only emotions always are within reach Refusing to confront what lies beneath Skin deep Skin deep I've got to fill this void within me Does my place in this world mean anything Am I a ripple on the wather In a current getting stronger Or is this a test Or nothingness How do I keep my head in this When all the light goes dark in the end When all this gorgeous is shallow This home feels so hollow Is this meaning meaningless Meaningless I walk this world unatoned and alone Terrified of what comes at the end Of the road When they carve my name in stone Carve my name in stone Am I a ripple on the water In a current getting stronger Or is this a test Or meaningless How do I keep my head in this When all the light goes dark in the end When all this gorgeous is shallow This home feels so hollow Is this mean meaningless Meaningless (Meaningless) Is the cost really adding up Do i deserve to die feeling loved Will this torment right my wrongs Will this suffering be enough Do I deserve to die feeling loved Will this suffering be enough Is the cost really adding up Do I deserve to die feeling loved Will this torment right my wrongs Will this suffering be enough.