High in the Morning

Well I used to be able To get high in the morning All these things have changed but I don't feel that different You're getting tired of me And my doomsday anxiety It's getting old this feeling And I'm losing my sanity I know this night's not the end But maybe someday, soon it should be But for now let's just act happy So we can feel loved and a little less lonely It's been the better part of ten years and I still don't know where it's going So how can you act so surprised Like you never saw it coming Never saw it coming Well I've never been good At knowing what I want But I could perform exegesis On why everything you want's so wrong "You just like me" she said "and someday soon you'll realize You wasted all your time And all you did was prove them right" I know this night's not the end But maybe someday, soon it should be But for now let's just act happy So we can feel loved and a little less lonely It's been the better part of ten years and I still don't know where it's going So how can you act so surprised Like you never saw it coming Never saw it coming