When Will My Emo Phase End?

It doesn't make sense to smoke cigarettes to relieve my stress But I can't help it I guess I'm just used to being abused and forgotten too It feels so cruel It doesn't matter how I feel It's no big deal I'm forced to conceal I guess I'm just used to being insulted Didn't sign up for this This isn't what I wanted I'm the blame I'm the blame Blame me for everything 'Cause you claim 'Cause you claim I'm the blame for everything I'm the blame I'm the blame Blame me for everything And you've made And you've made Me think that I'm deranged No Life has strengthened it's hold So It might crush my bones In case this is all Meaningless from the start I can't make it up Every memory attached Make up or simplify I need someone to tell me it's alright When the truth is I know nothing ever gives away Security And it's crushing the walls i've reconstructed This is all just a game to you But there's no cheat codes for me to use You don't know what you do What you put me through Yeah, you shattered my glass And all I can ask for is a vacuum to suck it up You're the reason I get so upset You're the reason I slit my wrists So Life has turned so cold I just want to know Why I can't live my life I just need to die