Melancholia

My mom sounds older on the phone I'm the age I used to call old My friends from school are leaving home I've never felt more alone Dumb shit exploding on my TV I just turn it on so I don't feel so lonely Lonely, lonely, so lonely Melancholia, oh melancholia Will I always feel you, melancholia? Oh melancholia, oh melancholia My heart is overflowing melancholia The neighbors' kids have up and left Won't be long till I'm someone they forget Kind of dumb that I'm done riding the bus Used to hate that shit but now I just don't give a fuck Melancholia, oh melancholia Will I always feel you, melancholia? Oh melancholia, oh melancholia My heart is overflowing melancholia Am I who I thought I'd be? When I dreamed of sanity? Melancholia, oh melancholia Will I always feel you, melancholia? Oh melancholia, oh melancholia My heart is overflowing melancholia Melancholia, oh melancholia Will I always feel you, melancholia? Oh melancholia, oh melancholia My heart is overflowing melancholia