Hypotheticals

Hello hi hello, I couldn't help but just to notice I push everyone I love out and claim that they all hurt my focus Hi - I couldn't help but get to thinking I haven't slept well in 3 weeks and I wonder if I should be seeing someone Or my family more than I've been Or someone, as long as someone isn't (you) I'm sorry that I left you in the trenches mile high I'm sorry that I think it's for the best but I can't say why I think I liked it once upon a time I'm sorry I've been reckless with your trust just now I'm sorry that I know its for the best but I won't say how I tried to once but I dont want to now Just so you know I know it's nothing personal but, see, it is It's just been on the low and I'm still stuck feeling alone Oh no Okay cool hi yes, just You and all of your cool friends Keep going out on the weekends While I'll wonder if I should be seeing These situations hurt me none, not even hypothetical ones