Misunderstood

I don't understand why it takes so long I don't understand why I can't hold on I don't understand where my plan went wrong I don't understand, I don't understand I don't understand why it takes so long I don't understand why I can't hold on I don't understand where my plan went wrong I don't understand, I don't understand I don't understand it, I'm always getting taken advantage The love I give is taken for granted, always getting fucked over but still say we solid like granite The first to forgive but the last to always apologize Used to have a whole group of friends but I lost them ties Back when Willy was tossing fries, back before I used to take them Boston rides We might not talk that much no more but I promise it's love, I still got you guys So many chicks that I could have hit but I didn't I was chicken but I still got to the mixing In no time I was causing friction, biddies didn't want to listen But had a whole lot to say when I was caught slipping I had no regard, but navigating thru this life sure was hard Some things I went thru left more than scars But that's life, this is how we live So I just go with the flow cause that's how it is I don't understand why it takes so long I don't understand why I can't hold on I don't understand where my plan went wrong I don't understand, I don't understand I don't understand why it takes so long I don't understand why I can't hold on I don't understand where my plan went wrong I don't understand, I don't understand I don't understand why it takes so long, why I can't hold on Where the plan went wrong, I don't know Still trying to sell my mixtape at the show They say no matter how much shit you take there's gon be more I guess I get it, the less I smoke, the less you with it I remember discovering things like that when I was timid Back when momma told me if I did drugs I would be addicted So many relationships that drifted Came a long way from uneducated William Know I'm slower but the chip on my shoulder is so appealing Write a verse then lay back on my bed and stare at the ceiling Thinking back to when I wanted shit so bad I was stealing Still don't have it and got bad money habits, and I wonder why I'm not established If I was popping maybe I would smash an actress But right now definitely ain't no chick coming back to my air mattress