Collateral (feat. cøzybøy)

Holding back a frown Can't look down 'Cause the room is spinning Shakey 'til she comes, I'd feel dumb If you knew I'm missing (I'm not) Mexico again, Portland wind And your stupid grinning Hope it's not too late, had to wait I didn't have it in me (What's wrong?) This is my attempt to amend My past actions, I was Trapped inside my head Seeing red Feeding gas to fire (Fuck off) Haven't made it out But I found solace in denial You'll remember this What we missed It won't take a while (Come on) I been tryna find peace ever since you left (Insane, so I'm gone now) I been tryna find me ever since you left (Insane, so I'm gone now) I been so alone now Hands all on my throat now I been off anxiety Fuck, at least I know now Everybody knows now Keep me comatose, now I'm just tryna find What you find 'Fore you come Back in my life I don't wanna change So I blame people closest to me They don't get the half that I have My part needs improving (I know) You see clearly now Shaved your brows Started over smoothly I just built these walls Missed your calls Put my heart in stupid (I choked) That's not your black shirt It was hers You'd look better in it We sat right here, too It was new Nothing ever did it (So close) Maybe it's my nerves or a curse They would never get it Head down to your shoes Through and through You were always different (my own) I been tryna find peace ever since you left (Insane, so I'm gone now) I been tryna find me ever since you left (Insane, so I'm gone now) I been so alone now Hands all on my throat now I been off anxiety Fuck, at least I know now Everybody knows now Keep me comatose, now I'm just tryna find What you find 'Fore you come Back in my life