Gotta Be Real

Hey I swear these drugs got a hold on me Hey I swear these drugs got a hold on me (Magic happy music) I swear these drugs got a hold on me The way I've been feeling, no I don't want em to let go of me Been smoking and drinking and popping them pills You know that the pain that I'm feeling has gotta be real Has gotta be real I swear these drugs got a hold on me The way I've been feeling, no I don't want em to let go of me Been smoking and drinking and popping them pills You know that the pain that I'm feeling has gotta be real Has gotta be real, yeah Has gotta be real, said it's gotta be real, said it's gotta be real Yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh I swear that be the same shit, just a different day, that's why I'm Ready when the rain, light them up for me And I know this ain't my pain script, I take em anyway But I take em anyway Yeah I take em anyway, yeah Look, now I've been smoking and drinking and popping them pills Just trynna find a way to hide the pain that I constantly feel The road I'm going down, no I can't really tell if it's real The way I'm gripping the wheel, it's getting harder to steer Let me go grab the bottle so I can swallow my sorrow Got me diving in the liquor just to drown out my problems Take a flight to California, go roll up some marijuana Pop them pills, if I overdose I don't give a fuck, I promise Look,cause I ain't living for much Yeah that's why I put my weed in the Dutch So I can light it up and go and put that shit in my lungs Now I be contemplating suicide by holding the gun Look, yeah So I get high to numb the pain The weed smell like teen spirit, man I feel like Kurt Cobain Aye, something's telling me I should change But the way it makes me feel is just something I can't explain Yeah I swear these drugs got a hold on me The way I've been feeling, no I don't want em to let go of me Been smoking and drinking and popping them pills You know that the pain that I'm feeling has gotta be real Has gotta be real I swear these drugs got a hold on me The way I've been feeling, no I don't want em to let go of me Been smoking and drinking and popping them pills You know that the pain that I'm feeling has gotta be real Has gotta be real, yeah Has gotta be real, said it's gotta be real, said it's gotta be real Yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh I swear it be the same shit just a different day That's why I'm ready when the rain, light them up for me And I know this ain't my pain script, I take em anyway But I take em anyway, yeah I take em anyway, yeah I take em anyway You know that the pain that I'm feeling has gotta be real Every day I'm waking up finding out someone else has been killed Wanna be numb to the world cause I don't know how to feel And I ain't been the same since I started popping these pills, yeah Baby, that shit gonna really make you change But the world ain't getting different so Imma remain the same Crack a bottle, take a shot like I'm in the range And Imma continue to go put these drugs in my brain, aye Yeah, but I can't get no peace of mind I'm constantly staring down the barrel of this piece of mine Threw some diamonds in my Rollie just so I could freeze in time It still ain't made me happy every time I see it shine, aye So lately I ain't worried bout nothin The man in the mirror is the only person I'm trusting Way too many fake people trynna tell me they love me In the back of their mind I know that they're really thinking fuck me I swear these drugs got a hold on me The way I've been feeling no I don't want em to let go of me Been smoking and drinking and popping them pills You know that the pain that I'm feeling has gotta be real Has gotta be real I swear these drugs got a hold on me The way I've been feeling no I don't want em to let go of me Been smoking and drinking and popping them pills You know that the pain I've been feeling has gotta be real Has gotta be real, yeah Has gotta be real, said it's gotta be real, said it's gotta be real Yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh I swear it be the same shit, just a different day That's why I'm ready when the rain light them up for me And I know this ain't my pain script, I take em anyway But I take em anyway, yeah I take em anyway