Nights Like These

I should just stay in again tonight Nothing good ever comes from these lights I'm so done with it One too many sins Haven't felt a thing past couples times Everything they say ain't genuine I can not escape Everyday the same thing I try to be honest with myself Most of the time I'm just overwhelmed Give me some time I know it will tell I say that i'm tired as an excuse Why should I try if I always lose I shouldn't love you but I do Only looking up when I lay down This ain't what my life should be about I could be enough If I could just get up Five days out of the week I am good It's just nights like these that make me look Too far into things Question everything I try to be honest with myself Most of the time I'm just overwhelmed Give me some time I know it will tell I say that I'm tired as an excuse Why should I try if I always lose I shouldn't love you but I do