Butterflies

Starts out like a game that you can't win Always thinking that you'll never deserve him Talk for hours 'til you meet with the sunrise Leave with that feeling in your gut like some butterflies Fast forward and you're packing all the shit you own Move in together with a place you're gonna call your home Fights start over almost anything Cry in the night as you picture it ending Late night comes home all messed up Always yelling 'cause you know that he drinks a lot Face meets with the back of a cold hand Bruised eye marks with the place where you know you stand Hard feelings because you know that he's in the wrong Gaslight with your mind 'til you come around Reassured it was just a mistake Stay around now, I'll pay the price Where do I go when you lose control? Forget what I said, I don't need to be rescued It's just the way it's meant to be Drunk eyes in reflection of the moonlight Swear to God he's gonna change when the timings right Minds trapped in the soul of redemption Rose-coloured glass tricks the eyes with deception In two minds won't embrace with the loneliness Feeling tired can't escape from this ugly mess Remember when you made me feel safe? Stay around now, I'll pay the price Where do I go when you lose control? Forget what I said, I don't need to be rescued It's just the way it's meant to be I know he means well Caught me off guard I don't know you so well The pain gets tough but I promise I won't tell I'll doubt myself all over again I know you don't love me but we'll always pretend Caught me off guard I don't know you so well The pain gets tough but I promise I won't tell I'll drown myself all over again I know you don't love me but we'll always pretend