Rained Out Parade

I never wake up 'til my shadow's longer than I am anymore My cheeks are hollow as I feel You're really gonna hate this I still can dial your number in the dark But whenever I pull I'm pushing us further apart I keep my fragments of you in a closet bottom bag And I take them out and stitch them up Caught in the open in the rained out parade of you You're really gonna hate this I still can dial your number in the dark But whenever I pull I'm pushing us further apart You're really gonna hate this Pieces of you swimming in my brain Drenched to the bone Waiting for you in the rain And it pours Life becomes the things you're putting off If you're not sure what you've turned on I should just throw this bag away Caught in the open in the rained out parade of you Fumbling for cover in the rained out parade of you You're really gonna hate this But my fingers know your number in the dark Whenever I call it I'm pushing us further apart You're really gonna hate this Pieces of you swimming in my brain Drenched to the bone Waiting for you in the rain I'll take back what you took from me I'll hide where you won't look for me And I can't see that being too hard