Absence

Help me, I'm a pain Drew myself to blame For all the winds and storms tonight I owe an apology for when you were hurting me I kept it to myself How far can you go Before you hit the floor And wait for someone to appear for you How long will it take For you to navigate Through all the fears you have Surrounding all your brain I feel like a martian now Trying to talk above the loud Opinions that pick on me And I'm not the sensitive one I've hated what I've become I don't know who to believe How far can you go Before you hit the floor And wait for someone to appear for you How long will it take For you to navigate Through all the fears you have Surrounding all your brain And when you're feeling lost It's always at a cost How do you not think of that Before you spend your tears I've heard this a billion times Given up on being kind The meanings lost because it repeats itself again How far can you go Before you hit the floor And wait for someone to appear for you How long will it take For you to navigate Through all the fears you have Surrounding all your brain And when I think of you I think of your silent tears It reminds me of myself and the absence that it gives What goes on in your mind No one dares to look inside Your assumptions pay no use But to only your desires