Voices

I just want like five Cuban links, and uh Make my jacket mink, and uh Eat that pussy pink, and uh Got Wolfy on the beat Voices in my head, push me to the edge I didn't take my meds, smokin' dope instead Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights I'm just tryna earn some great days working long nights Voices in my head, push me to the edge Tryna take my peace, so I leave they ass on read Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain't grow right Make me wonder do they got a heaven for a low life? (Uh) I am psychotic, fake idiotic Junior high teacher said I'm retarded Think he was mad 'cause I used to argue Authority figures hated my logic Very few friends, was socially starvin' Didn't mean shit, was chillin' without 'em The ones that I had, I know that they proud We all from somewhere that's close to the bottom My parents was enemies, pops ain't around But when he was, we fought every mornin' Granddaddy, uncles was clutchin' the bottle Still at they mama's, don't get me started My uncle Gary can't stay out of jail Sellin' that dope, he on the corner Rusty got fucked up from smokin' that wet Still used to read me the scriptures he wanted All the time spent by them, why I don't bit my tongue? I cannot stand fake shit, can't even sit by them Learn how to chill on my own, got an idea, lightbulb If I control myself then I'ma win, I know Learned my lesson, I gotta learn how to listen And focus on how I'm blessed, can't neglect them like CPS I can't let 'em dilute my essence, fluorescence on VVS's Niggas wanna see me stress so I leave 'em with unread messages 'Cause these voices in my head, push me to the edge I didn't take my meds, smokin' dope instead Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights I'm just tryna earn some great days working long nights Voices in my head, push me to the edge Tryna take my peace, so I leave they ass on read Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain't grow right Make me wonder do they got a heaven for a low life? (Uh, Lucy, Lucy) They say, "A.D.D.," I say, "Oh, not interested" Told me I'm bipolar, I don't know, you ain't convinced me yet Been through major pain, bitch, I'm a soldier like salute Ain't no bad vibes in my crew, you come wrong, you get the boot Everything come with a price, ain't no work fall overnight I can't buy into the hype, workin' hard, my future bright Used to pop an Addy pill, now it's blunts of chlorophyll Newton Law, I stay in motion, I'm ahead, I flourish still 'Cause these voices in my head, push me to the edge I didn't take my meds, smokin' dope instead Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights I'm just tryna earn some great days working long nights Voices in my head, push me to the edge Tryna take my peace, so I leave they ass on read Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain't grow right Make me wonder do they got a heaven for a low life? (Uh) Voices in my head, push me, edge, edge I didn't take my meds, smokin' dope instead Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights I'm just tryna earn some great days working long nights