Flux

In the early days It was crystalline All that I did all that I said aligned with what I'd mean Now I got two left feet And the ground is shaking I have a bow and arrow, I do not know where I'm aiming I'm convinced my sunshine spins are inversely Related to my clarity But I swear three weeks ago I was lovesick with this devotion Talking to my friends with our forever on my mind If I can't shake it off that we're just going through the motions We're both lost in time I'm always in flux, flux, flux Feels like I'm in flux, flux, flux Feels like I'm in flux It all looks so crisp Like it's edited But then my body starts to lift up to my head Maybe it's an age thing Or that old life stage thing I live my life in puzzles that I'm always rearranging I'm convinced my sunshine spins are killing me Stuck in what I'm supposed to be I swear three weeks ago I was lovesick with this devotion Talking to my friends with our forever on my mind If I can't shake it off that we're just going through the motions Will we get lost in time I'm always in flux, flux, flux Feels like I'm in flux, flux, flux Feels like I'm in flux Maybe tentatively Oh, I probably shouldn't be But, oh well I think I'm free I just don't know where I'll be Oh, not big on making plans Or letting you know where I am Alright, I'm on my way Not feeling this today I swear three weeks ago I was lovesick with this devotion Talking to my friends with forever on my mind If I can't shake it off that we're just going through the motions We're both lost in time I'm always in flux, flux, flux Feels like I'm in flux, flux, flux Feels like I'm in flux Another year gone by Forget how it was I kiss and hug you then I bug you and it's just because I turn the lights out I can't stop thinking You're lying next to me But in my mind I just keep drifting