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I get messed up Past the point I should be so I don't overthink Know its tough But I can't keep drinking my demons away I wake up With tears on my face and a wet pillowcase Is it fun To be the one who didn't stay But I know someday I'm gonna have to grow up But seeing you with her makes me want to throw up Even saying all those words gets me choked up Losing my, losing my faith in love Losing my, losing my faith in love Cause I thought we were it so I just don't get it Losing my, losing my faith in love I tried to move on but it feels too wrong Wish you la la la La la la loved me La la la La la la loved me La la la La la la loved me I know it's not healthy To be checking my phone three times in a row Just to see if you changed your mind And I'm such a creep For looking online trying to find a sign that you think About me too sometimes But I know someday I'm gonna have to grow up But seeing you with her makes me want to throw up Even saying all those words gets me choked up Losing my, losing my faith in love Losing my, losing my faith in love Cause I thought we were it so I just don't get it Losing my, losing my faith in love I tried to move on but it feels too wrong Wish you la la la La la la loved me La la la La la la loved me La la la La la la loved me But I know someday I'm gonna meet someone And we'll have all the feelings and we'll both want something But I'll have no faith that he's gonna stay So I'll self-destruct before he can say that he loves me La la la loves me La la la la loves me