Ashes

Hollow eyes with no feeling inside Bruised and beaten By the ones closest to my heart's cry Loving me with a stranglehold Who's the one in my clothes They're holding close? They say I'm changing But they don't see I'm a ghost I don't know when it happened But I lost me But I lost me oh Look for me in the ashes Of what use to be Of what use to be oh Stabbing me with optimistic lies Words you can't un-say But they won't stop to let you crystallize Ohh I feel it in my veins, destroying the last bit of me Who's the one in my clothes? They're holding close? They think that I'm changing But they don't see I'm a ghost I don't know when it happened But I lost me But I lost me oh Look for me in the ashes Of what use to be Of what use to be oh Broken on the floor Into a million shards I can't contain Don't know what life's for If they just keep burning what little remains Broken on the floor Into a million shards I try to contain Don't know what life's for If they just keep burning what little remains I don't know when it happened But I lost me But I lost me oh Look for me in the ashes Of what use to be Of what use to be oh I don't know when it happened But I lost me But I lost me oh Look for me in the ashes Of what use to be Of what use to be oh Idk when it happened But I lost me